such a weird experience to be out and feel the sun on your skin hitting you with a random surge of happiness, and realize the sun was actually out the whole time, itβs something inside you that wasnβt πΆβπ«οΈ
Iβm so exhausted of telling myself the same lie that success is inevitable and not to off myself so I can get there. It is just painful as shit to do this for 22+ years and feel like itβs all going nowhere.