@derek.eth
this time last year i was down bad
not down the worst i’d ever been but still down bad, after a period of prolonged great struggle
very low confidence, neurotic af
turns out the answer is to get in motion, ruminating and wallowing keeps you trapped at the bottom
i am now having the most fun i’ve ever had in my life
being challenged like never before, juggling life on all fronts, but all the balls in the air somehow