@yellowmustard30
I had a really deep conversation with my talking stage today — one I’ve been hoping for, but also holding off on. I wanted it to happen in person, and honestly, I needed to feel more invested before opening that door.
But we finally had it… and his perspective? It aligns almost perfectly with how I’ve always pictured my future.
For a second, I caught myself thinking, “Could this actually be it... again?”
Do I want more? Yeah, I do.
Am I guarding my heart? Absolutely. Because if this ends in heartbreak, I genuinely don’t know if I have enough left in me to go through that again.
Oh and yeah 😬 I’ve got a 2–4 year timeline in mind for starting a family, but for him, it’s more like 5–7 years — and I won’t lie, that could be a real dealbreaker. It matters, especially when you factor in my career goals… and well, time isn’t exactly waiting 😅
Anyway, thoughts offloaded — now back to 2025, where exams are waiting to be aced 🤓
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