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watched materialists and now i have ptsd coupled with much uncertainty about watching past lives

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my favourite childhood memory is getting friends to keep playing with me rather than leaving by telling them about the made-up games i plan to play next and next and next

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some days you feel the humorous absurdity, some days you feel the weight of the humorous absurdity

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problematic pleasure and pleasurable problem

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is elon here yet

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what i spotted on my morning run: - 2 v cute, friendly, sun-bathing cars - a house-turned-into-car-museum in the middle of a residential area that no one has ever seen or heard of before? added to my visit list

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hi people over 30, would you be generous enough to tell me how being 23 was for you and when it started getting easier

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you keep getting hotter as you keep getting older. if you’re not feeling this, something needs to change internally.

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summer vacation ends today. micro-dosing of fun habits that make it ends never.

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june first went unexpectedly weirdly squeamish - watched an endearing, gut-wrenching film - ate leftover pasta for lunch - wrote a much needed poem - spent <2 hours on substack - skipped any sort of work out at all - ensured enough rest and lazing around was had - spring cleaned mind and body - silent hangout w bestie - chinese for dinner AHA - had a banger of a paan while jamming to nfak to call it a day

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im about to try soft so hard

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finished this one finallyyyy. what should i name it though 🤔

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everytime i find myself judging someone i imagine them saying “im just trying to exist bro” and it all makes so much sense

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constantly reading and exposing myself to new ideas is challenging and transforming identity at an alarming pace. i’m scared and hope to converge with myself when it’s time. if the idea of convergence and that of self turns out to be a mirage, then so be it. i’m here for the experience. i’m here for the dream.

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so many truths exist together. you understand it when you stop looking at things being in contradiction to each other and rather see them as existing pieces of information in separate or seemingly separate contexts.

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trust your body to know exactly what, how, and when you need something. long-term and short-term et cetera. trust.

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SO MANY TRAINS LEFT TO GET ON. LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY.

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don't be surprised if one day, I explode like a party popper because I couldn't hold all the love in. just collect me and stuff me in the pockets of all your favourite shirts.

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starting to understand why art girlies have an energy of clam and glow around them. they’re seeing god, not thinking too much about themselves, constantly learning so much, and having space to self regulate.

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