Sometimes I think I want kids. But I never really feel like I want to be a mother. Still sitting with that and wondering if it’ll ever change…

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Omg same. Two days ago, a lady asked me to help hold her kid about 7 months old cause she needed to use the restroom. I was happy to do it cause I love kids and he was cute. He was giggling and smiling at me for like the first 5 mins, then the next second he burst into a really loud cry. I was so confused, tried everything I knew to keep him quiet, nothing, at that point I wanted to return him and concluded I didn't want kids cause what would I have done if he was mine. Btw I've changed my mind now 😭.