@sara2003
In life, I learned early on to stand on my own two feet.
I learned that when I fall, I have to lift myself up.
I learned that before asking anyone for help, I must try, again and again, to handle things on my own.
Not out of pride…
But out of habit.
Because I realized you can’t always count on others, you can’t always expect someone to stay, to understand, or even just to listen.
So I chose to be strong, even when I’m tired.
I chose to stay quiet, even when words are stuck in my throat.
I chose to be my own healing.
Gradually, my connections with people became simpler.
Not out of disrespect, not out of indifference…
Just a safe distance.
Just in the form of hellos and goodbyes.
Just short smiles and ordinary words.
Not because I lack a heart, But because my heart has seen a lot.
And I realized not everyone deserves to know all the battles within me.
Maybe it’s hard…
But it’s the way I survived.