@push-

To give you more context: I’ve always wanted for my art to pay the bills, to become a full time artist, making a render everyday with the hope that somehow, one day, it would’ve paid off. but in 5/6 years, that never happened, and I feel like I’m not even close to it. Tho the skills I developed in doing this, the same ones that I used everyday to make an artwork for the past 1900+ days, finally put me in a position where they can actually pay the bills, like frfr It’s sad because it’s not “my art”, I mean it kinda is, but not even close to what I’ve been doing for the past 5 years underneath this mask, this character, this version of me. So that’s why irl needs way more energy and time rn, even if it’s a bit sad, there a whole new world opening his doors in front of me, and in that world, I can’t be push, and since I can’t be push, you cannot be part of that world too. You might thing I’m crazy, and I wish I could tell you more about it, but I really can’t. 🖤

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