@mimnour
If you really knew
What did God use you for?
And why was he created?
How much are your opportunities worth?
How much is your life worth?
Absolutely not.
You wouldn't waste your life, soul, and nerves on worthless people and things.
Please look to God first, then to the joy of your heart, the health of your soul and body, and the paths of your own progress and think about it!!