@kazishahporan
I don't wanna be sad anymore. I'm so sick of doing everything to make myself happy but still end up hurting my own feelings. I don't wanna feel so alone every time I'm around with different people. I want to stop being lonely even just for once in my life. Tell me, how can I ever feel okay when everything feels like falling apart? I hate being sad, and I'm so tired of feeling that way.
Sometimes, I wake-up at 2 a.m. and I couldn't contain the sadness that I'm feeling inside. I couldn't help but to cry and mourn peacefully as if something inside me has died. I've come to realize that I am just trying to pretend that I'm happy in front of everybody. But when I'm alone, sadness is trying to drown me. And most of the time, I wish I could never feel anything at all.
— Shiori X
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