@hamedns
When we start something
a relationship,
a lifestyle,
an idea
it is usually accompanied by a great deal of excitement
After a while, we notice that
the passion, enthusiasm, and excitement of the relationship have settled down
Or we return to the old lifestyle we had grown accustomed to
Or we abandon halfway the new project we started with love, hoping to express our ideas and creativity
That does not mean we lacked effort or motivation
It means we lacked the diligence required to see it through
We only wanted to do enough to ease our conscience and say:
"Look, dear self, I wanted to. It just didn't work out."