I was in a relationship with a girl 4 years younger than me. She was the kindest girl I've ever met. Very beautiful, smart, sweet, with a perfect figure. I felt like a jerk around her. I don't make enough money, I can't take her out to restaurants. I rent a one-bedroom, I don't have enough money. And she told me money wasn't everything. I was freaking out because I felt unfulfilled. In the end I blurted out that I don't want to be with her, we're different and a lot of other stuff. She didn't cry, she didn't scream. She just put on her jacket, said goodbye and left. It's only now that I realize what I've done. She blacklisted me everywhere. I don't know how to get her back...