@dandelion

There has always been something hidden within me! something that was never loud but always there. All these years I’ve been a calm person. I’ve moved through life with patience, always trying not to hurt anyone. That was my choice not because I was weak but because I didn’t want to become like the behaviors that once hurt me🥺 But that calmness sometimes held me back. There were moments I should have reacted, but I stayed quiet. Times I could have moved forward but instead I sat with it and carried it on my own. Not because I couldn’t act but because I didn’t want to hurt anyone even if it meant hurting myself🥺 And yet, I see now that what was inside me was never gone! it was just latent. A quiet strength, a part of me that had been waiting to be seen again. It’s strange how something simple like a game can wake that part of you up. Not with chaos or intensity but with a deep, steady feeling that says: I can. Without losing my kindness without becoming harsh but this time without holding myself back✨ Now I know that what was hidden in me is still alive and I truly hope this energy has awakened enough in me that I won’t lose it again🥹🫂 Playing with great players from my perspective, is never just a game it takes real emotional control, strong mental readiness and a certain kind of inner strength. And today in a very intense heads-up, I was able to show up with that energy and turn it into a real win for myself ✨ @guerrix.eth @spaceman-ngu.eth @whiskerworks I enjoyed playing with you all, as always. Of course luck has to be on my side too and it somehow feels like on the days when I’m most lost in myself, luck stays closer to me 🍀✨

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