my therapy 😭

when they serve lattes in a cute cup 😌

name a color combo better than black and red 🥀

let’s skip flirting and just allow me to haunt you from the deep of illusion

i found my people 😂

saw my favorite band with my best friend 🥹 currently surviving post concert depression 🫩🫠

hard to choose between releasing my thoughts in the wild vs swallowing it whole but i realized it always come out one way or another so maybe i never had a choice at all

made a vday card for my bestie :) i can’t remember the last time i handmade something and it feels so good to connect with my crafty inner child again

playing a demo days before the game is released is a TERRIBLE idea wdym i have to wait another 7 days 😭

what in the hell is molthub i’m crying 😭

what if we kiss in front of the bone temple

there’s something so therapeutic about handwriting lyrics of the songs u love the sensory feedback is v grounding

28 years later: the bone temple is everything i want in a movie it’s deliciously deranged, morbidly funny, and so, so satisfying omg  way better than the last one imo watch it on the big screen if u can!!

this.

i once saw a tweet that says “adulting is just locking in, wiping down counters, making the same 3 recipes on rotation” and i thought abt it every day since then

anyone misses the split view on ipad before they forcefully upgrade you to ios26😔 it’s so unnecessarily complicated now lolol

amazing piece ♡

sometimes we fall into this trap of thinking that we will share when we have "enough experience", but the truth is we will never stop gaining new perspectives, never stop evolving. so maybe the whole point is not to be perfect and right all the time, but just to be honest about our thoughts for that exact moment. and t... Show more

catastrophizing is my specialty unfortunately

i love playing creepy cozy games (think rusty lake games and dredge) but they are so hard to find found this one where i’m a crime scene cleaner for hiding evidence lolol

i love the way snow sits on plants like tiny blankets

purged 70GB of cache on my mac i feel psychically and mentally lighter

i’m stuck in this vicious cycle of putting library books on hold → waiting 2 weeks → by the turn i get to borrow i’m already in the middle of another book → try finishing the other book first → library book expired → place hold help

art vs artist 🥀 this year i started drawing and painting (somewhat) more consistently. it's been an insane year with the highest highs and the lowest lows but i've always felt the most at peace during the pockets of downtime i was able to work on some studies. i hope next year i could finish more elaborate pieces a... Show more

apparently i give off moth vibes (!?)

a little tape peeling asmr for ya 😌 sound on for maximizing satisfaction :’>

bts of my latest painting 𖥔 ݁ ˖༘⋆𐦍 ngl i struggled with the color for a bit and almost gave up on it cuz it was 5am but i’m glad i didn’t

pov: it’s time for your 3am art therapy

<3

a compilation of sketches inspired by some of my favorite films 🥀

it has officially hit that mid-december delirium where my brain is frozen (along with my limbs) and my thoughts are hazy. the only thing left unscathed is my imagination

had to do a sketch for this film... what a beautiful adaptation of the tale 🖤 i will be rewatching over and over if you haven’t seen frankenstein directed by guillermo del toro, go watch it!!

𝒘𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒃𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓.

happy friday 🦇 tell me something fun (or funny) that happened to u this week

this is so funny i can’t

the greatest lie i love telling myself is “I’ll just read an hour or two before bed” me 8 hours later forgetting i exist on earth:

2025 therapy wrapped -cried 69 times -3 new mental illnesses -20 new unhealthy coping mechanisms

since my spotify hallucinates a little, here are my favorite songs on repeat this year :’> (and i LOVE the top album aesthetic, accurate or not lol)

made a tbr inside my tbr decision paralysis and digital hoarding are my demons

i don’t rise and shine i resurrect and caffeinate

i can’t post from the base app anymore cuz the entire social feed suddenly disappeared - anyone else?

hell yea love the farcaster wrapped - what an amazing recap 😌 made by @bribe

∞ / ⭐️ Alchemised by SenLinYu is god-tier literary masterpiece. I don’t even know where to begin. This book carved a piece out of me and I’m wrecked, hollow as a shell. It’s a macabre tale about war, trauma, sacrifice, devotion, and love laced with excruciating pain that leaves you devastated. One of the most brut... Show more

song on repeat (in my mind) today

journaling is undoubtedly one of the most life-altering habits for me. it’s a safe space to have an honest conversation with yourself, to invite the dormant thoughts to come out of hiding. i let the pen dictate where it wants my brain to go. i don’t have to be coherent, i don’t have to conjure some grand ideas. all ... Show more

this and a cup of coffee save me from morning spiraling ♥︎

𝗰𝗼𝘇𝘆 𝗮𝘀𝗺𝗿 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 ♥︎

ios26 might cure my phone addiction....

you can tell a lot about a girl by her pinterest meme board

this design had me in a chokehold omfg

♡

the absence of love is the most abject pain.

subscription services have become peace-of-mind taxes

rewatched one of my favorite films - i forgot how brilliant but nuts this is holy fuck thanks to my horrible memory i get to relive this experience 10/10

i often find myself getting so overwhelmed by all the things i genuinely want to do. read all the essays i bookmarked, finish the 2 books i’ve been reading for months. watch all my movies on my list. paint every single idea that still only exists prematurely in the moodboard. i want to stay up all night but also wake... Show more

reading is such a crazy concept bc wym ur just staring at marked dead trees and hallucinate vividly for hours

i'd do anything to taste pistachio mcflurry again

token of appreciation.... what's the ticker tho??

i need to NOT reply to texts when i’m half awake

they say trust the process… (spoiler: they ain’t wrong)

people be fighting abt whether physical books or ebooks are superior why pick when u can have the best of both worlds

i've been testing the comet browser (by perplexity) and my favorite feature is extracting all the essays and media mentioned in a youtube video. i normally listen to video essays that reference to 100 other essays that i'm intrigued by, but i can't immediately make notes cuz i'll be cooking or sth lol, so this has be... Show more

you’re the labubu to my delulu

the first time i actually planned out composition for the whole spread 🥀 took me a hot minute lol

what are the chances that i have the magus by john fowles on me and came across his other novel that's free for grab at a used furniture store!?

if i had mental illness there would be a sign

what's a normal amount yt videos in your watch later list asking for a friend

woke up with swan theme (from swan lake) stuck in my head

kinda mad that i just discovered raycast only 1 day into using it and i already can't remember who i was without it lol

the existential exhaustion that compounds when you aren’t able to live your truth is way more agonizing than anything

saturday reset ☆

i’m so ready for everyone who hasn’t seen frankenstein to watch it so we can collectively freak out about how devastatingly beautiful it truly is

Saw my Warplet taking a selfie, so I minted it. I think this might be a new trend...join us? XD aw i love that it’s holding a film camera (or i’d like to think so)

a flaming dog skeleton lol

finally finished this study that’s been staring back at me for months 😪 oil pastel on paper ☆

do u see what i see !?

no feet november

say something unhinged to me so i know you’re not a bot

i'd take the sugar daddy inquiry thank you

this is a reminder that spooky season is state of mind, beyond the bounds of time, and you should always strive to be the most haunting version of yourself 👻

another day another 🤡 - i love how well the wounds photograph 😌

💁‍♂️

them: are you down to clown me:

rewatching the most cozy spooky film 🦇🩸 happy halloween 🥀

watch me get ready ☠️

i’d give anything to experience this film for the first time again.

when i forget to photosynthesize for too long my body starts to wither quietly (sigh) just a nocturnal mind trapped in the the fragile, sun-appeasing flesh

visited a photobooth museum today !! ♥︎ this is the only polaroid photobooth that’s still operating 👀

nothing beats waking up to ur favorite band on earth announcing their tour dates NEAR YOU

I’d never get tired of the scene where they first met, the phantom gently guiding her down to the underground chamber and how entranced Christine is. It remains one of the most magical moments in cinema for me.

not sure why i thought browsing halloween makeup ideas at 3am is a good idea like queen you're so talented but consider me disturbed i fear you as much as i admire you kinda thing lol

it’s always the bots telling me what to do … like get a life lol (but i bet you can’t)

omg this is so tim burton 😭😭 and the fangs 😭😭😭 do u think it looks like me xD

i think it’s abt time that i finish this spread ….. 🥀

my first time going to the very first tour of an artist ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 it's such an amazing experience being able to support them so early on in their music career! (+ signed print and photo acquired, ya girl is happy) so excited for her journey ·˖✦

fit for the show i’m seeing today ·˖✦

this + rain literally feels like someone hugging my soul

i ♡ my keyboard sm 😌

mental stability?? in this economy???

virtually i’m here mentally i’m everywhere

when ur fresh out of the shower at 3am and it’s drizzling outside

why do ceramic keycaps sound so DELICIOUS

8.5/10!! There’s plenty of gore, but surprisingly that’s not the most terrifying part — it’s the overwhelming dread and impending doom that makes you question if you actually know what’s happening. Once I passed the halfway mark, I COULD NOT put it down. The pace is just right — it could totally be a movie, but at th... Show more

just saw frankenstein (by guillermo del toro) in theater - it’s the beautifully grotesque dark fantasy i always dream of it will be on netflix soon but the immersive experience makes a huge difference ♡

this and a book ♥︎

bodega cats always have my heart 😭

these are looking like some ancient relics now

some guy passing by: wait but it’s all girls inside 😆

some of my fav band tees i collected recently ♥︎ the first one (front + back) i bought at an online live auction (it was so fun), and thrifted the second one :p

have you ever randomly found a note in ur notes app of a convo that clearly happened at the club when it was too loud and ur both too drunk and you may or may not remember who this was with

decided to read this before bed last night - i’m only a few chapters in but didn’t expect it to creep me out so much that i went to bed at 5am 💀 that’s one hell of a sci fi thriller if u ask me

i made some chocolates for you <3 this is the most fun i’ve had with food if i’m honest 😂

i looked up review for ONE keyboard and the next thing i know my feed is full of videos of random keyboard reviews that i SOMEHOW can’t help but click on so yea now im just watching vids of random keyboards that i’ll never own

the crisp air of fall is bringing me so much peace ࿐ ˚ . hope ur having the best start to ur weekend :’)

“𝒚𝒐𝒖’𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒎𝒆” ink on paper

am i deaf or spotify lossless doesn’t make a difference

book truck

can’t stop thinking about this since i saw it

♥︎

i always end up locking in too hard at ungodly hours (aka 2am) and going to bed at 7am i think it’s cuz i’m not distracted thinking abt what i should eat for lunch

my favorite one so far !! (granted it’s only been 3 days lol) day 3 of /inktober 🖤

we see you and we love you

Day 3: crown 🖤 i want to wear that myself 🥀

paper this was such a fun drawing to make even thought it was pretty messy. at one point I wanted to make the background a gradiient, but I had no idea how to make that happen, so i decide to just let ink do what it does best — bleed 😂

Day 2: weave 🖤 adding highlight for the spider was sooo satisfying — i need to use white gel pen on ink more

“𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒄𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖“ 🥀 ink on paper

rewatched the rocky horror picture show (in 4D lol) at the 50th anniversary screening ❣️ i forgot how out of pocket it is. they just don’t make movies this horny and campy with no plot anymore 🙂‍↔️😂 that being said, this movie is perfect and i wouldn’t change a thing abt it ❤️‍🔥

Inktober day 1: mustache 🖤 can u guess the character 🌝

a gentle morning .𖥔 ݁ hello october 🖤

september was a month fueled by passion and ferocity. i got to see 2 of my favorite bands with my best friend, one of which we’ve both been listening to since our teenage years (first time seeing them live!) there’s something so, so incredibly special about experiencing these intensely electric and nostalgic moments w... Show more

hey :) i know it’s been a while and yes i’m alive 😂 initially i only planned on stepping away for a bit but it ended up stretching endlessly (at least that’s what it felt like). i figured it’s time for me to resurface from the void <3 lots of changes have happened in my personal life, both good and bad, and i’ve had ... Show more

him: “i like you” meanwhile Halsey’s boyfriend:

yay 3 hrs of sleep lfg

her shirt lives in my head rent free (ig: @closetvomit)

this and my trusted docs is a combo that can’t go wrong 🖤

an incredibly warm read ✦

every year i’m convinced either eurosummer or asiansummer will cure me i mean placebo is a real thing right

let’s make it happen ❤️‍🔥

morning readings with coffee in bed 🥰 sometimes it’s the simple things that makes all the difference

my kind of therapy gn <3

bts of my painting process 💙 enjoy ~ also i just wanna say, the moment i saw this painting come to life this is the song that immediately surfaced in the background lol