@art-technology
One day you'll look back to this time and all you will see is magic. You won't remember how stuck you were or how far behind you thought you were, or what you wished you have done differently. All you will see is that within your uncertainty was also your potential and within your lostness was also an opportunity to be found, and within your discomfort was also a chance to see what you needed to change, and changing it was you becoming the person you were always meant to be. If there is one single thought that can comfort you in your darkness, quietest nights, please let it be this - one day, you will look back at this time and all you will see magic.