@alexa-jane
do not love me. i will ruin you. my love is not beautiful, it is unhinged. loving me is a dangerous game to play, because you will fall victim to my lies. i disregard everything i have for you. if you love me, my love for you will become an obsession, but the second you show me indifference, i will pull away. I refuse to give you my love if you have not earned it. I may love you, I may obsess over your love. But if you do not give me the same level of energy in return, I have no choice to hurt you. It is not intentional. This is my survival. My need to live is greater than my love for you.
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#im not sorry
#im just a girl