@aesthetica.eth
this is a lovely post. i too have been often thinking about "if the worst thing in the world is unstructured free time." (it isn't, ofc, unless the goal is maximum guilt & labor extraction for $$$ b/c clearly the 4-ish ppl who have it all need more of it...) also, exercise in masochism made me giggle. i swear some of us thrive in creative pain & finding new paths & that skill (mindset?) is lacking....