@ace

gm. it can be hard but there is just no way to finally converge with your true self without facing the inner demons. i have been to both sides of the table yet i am choosing the hard path. i feel like a loser on some days, but that is a fleeting melancholy. i sometimes wish i never realized that our true selves do indeed exist. in fact, we are already them if we choose to believe so and back that faith with relentless actions. but if all else fails at least i am in love with who i am becoming in the process of this pursuit. i am a happy man with a loving family, beautiful wife, with a dream to pursue. rambling don’t listen to me but this is my half conscious diary within minutes of waking up. onwards. == it is easy to settle and lie to myself saying that i am ok with an ordinary life. it is hard to set sail and prove to myself that i am indeed sailing towards an extraordinary one. it is easy to make excuses and not give something a shot it deserves. it is hard to persevere while eating shit to squeeze everything you’ve got into that shot that may not even lands. it is easy to belittle the blood and sweat of those who try and fail. it is hard to give kudos to those who try whether they rise or fall because you know how hard it can be.

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