@0xpyx

I’m going through such a phase right now; last night my ex picked a fight with me and I just laughed. One of my arms is covered in nail marks. I’ve got tough exams at school and I need to study, while also thinking about how to make money. For days I’ve been asking myself, “What the hell am I even living through, God?”, and yet I keep going. I hit the gym and pour all my stress into building muscle, doing pull-ups and push-ups until my back and arms are shredded. It feels like I’m the main character of life itself, with Deftones playing in the background as everything comes crashing down. And somehow, I love it. The heavy riffs, the fragile lyrics, the pain; they all make me feel alive.

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