Cats

I wanna grieve so here's me grieving because my little quirky boy Bhageera (1 of 2 boys I had) passed on Sunday. He got sick on Friday, bloodwork was done, platelets was lower than supposed to be, wbcs higher, liver levels bad.
Another round of blood was collected for a pcr test to confirm.
We assumed mycoplasma, course of action was immediately administered but he withered in front of my eyes in 2 days. A cart that was usually 3.5kg kept losing weight by the minute even tho he was eating. 
He ate by himself on Friday night, had to force feed him on Saturday morning, by Saturday night he was rejecting food. Meaning while dropping weight like crazy. Sunday morning he passed. His bonded brother passed the very next day. I'll talk about him sometime next but gosh do I miss Bhageera. 
I miss him sm, everyday is a fkn struggle when memories hit but he lived a happy 2 years with me and is survived by his mom and 3 sisters. I just hope he's thriving in the afterlife.